Silence of Deep Happiness

I plunged down my head Tight eyes close and there is no space for a smile Like envelop, I unfold my eyes in red Seem to forget that happiness is a free gift I have And she lives in your heart- just a few miles My heart refuses to share What a joyful noise she makes Feel my chest and know the sound As trumpets, love blows in my mind But I have chosen to slow down She raises a glass for a toast I turn and pretend to unnoticed Her old guy love- she still boasts I share with her wine of no taste In refusal, I show my fist She don't know how my mind has glow and it flagS a sign of joy but I choose not to say Inside of me, it is a prudent sight seeing in real life, my true heart my silence of deep happiness